I feel stuck

Posted by Jessye

I’m not happy with my blog at the moment. I feel like everything I’d like to write about is something I shouldn’t, depending on who is reading this. I can’t vent because of relationships I have. If I don’t share every detail, someone might take it upon themselves to email someone and “help” me. I used to be able to be completely open with my emotions in this and I don’t feel that safe any more. How disappointing…

I’m more disappointed in myself. This is the third day in a row that I haven’t made it to my 8 a.m. class. The idea of waking up three hours early to sit in a car for an hour and a half just kills me. A move is in my near future. Saving $100 or 2 hours of sleep a week might not seem like a big deal to most people, but it is to me. With my job, school, friends and family all where I want to be…it only makes sense for me to join them.

So that’s that. Can’t quite vent about anything. Can’t sleep. Can’t function efficiently. I think that about sums up this post.

Hope your week is going well.

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